Save me from this madness...

So love of my life and I are having all kinds of financial difficulties finding a place. This has been bothering me for a while now. I wish I had never racked up so much on my damn credit cards so that I could be free and clear of debt and just start saving. He doesn’t have the credit card problem, but he’s got expensive ass car insurance and a car payment to worry about every month until he actually owns it and can either keep it and stop worrying about payments or sell it, get something cheaper, and make a profit.

So he’s proposed that I move in with him - at his grandmother’s house. This is like the only option for us to live together right now. The only con is it’s a half hour away which sucks on gas and getting to work on time in the morning. But I can deal with that. My biggest thing is I feel this huge letdown because I FINALLY found someone and I always thought when I reached this point in my life that I’d be out on my own and it’s not going to be like that, cause we’ll be living with his grandma. We’ve already argued all night about it and I’m exhausted and bummed out and all sorts of other emotions. Why he always seems to upset me on the first day of my period, I’ll never know but I guess I have to deal with this the rest of my life. Or at least until I hit menopause…